personal change – The Cedar Journal

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I read one of my fellow blogger friends blog this morning and my heart goes out to her. She lives in Southern Minnesota in a rural community and they have lost yet another community leader to COVID 19. This flower is for her.

The news, from where I read it here in The Netherlands, looks looks bleak in the United States. Not that the virus has disappeared here, our numbers hover at over 10,000 cases per day, but the heartbreak I have heard and seen coming out of the USA is almost too hard to think about most days. Unemployment, families being evicted from homes, food insecurity are all very depressing. I pour myself into other things. I try not to think about the upcoming election.

Making signs for the garden where I volunteer.

There are still good people doing good in the world and we all have to make sure we keep that focus.

There is a section in The Washington Post that highlights personal stories of survival the current crisis. Featured over the weekend was a fellow Minnesotan, a fearless woman who has almost single handed tackled a huge inner city problem of poverty. What she has accomplished in Minneapolis without the funds from the government or the United Way is close to miraculous. Mary Jo Copeland is one of those community heroes who selflessly tackles helping others to get through the difficult days. Years ago she founded Sharing & Caring Hands in Minneapolis. Determined, she started to help all in need even when she knew the task seemed impossible. I am sure it has been heartbreaking work and yet she doesn’t let the virus stop her from continuing her work, her passion. A true community leader, a lady who is determined to change her world one step at a time no matter how many people tell her it is not possible. Everyone could use a friend when they are in need of assistance and Mary Jo has been a friend to many in my home state of Minnesota over the years.

These late fall flowers are for Mary Jo and her endless determination against all the odds and obstacles.

White dinner plate dahlia still blooming here in North Holland

Life inches slowly along.

Today, I got an unexpected video phone call from Frankfurt, Germany. My youngest son is on his way through Europe for his job. He proudly told me that he helped an older German lady. He carried her bag up the four flights of stairs at the airport. My heart warmed that he showed kindness to someone and that he was willing to share it with his mother. I was sad that I was not able to greet him on this side of the ocean as he passed through. Sacrifice is hard.

I heard also this last week my oldest son, he was able to find employment, he had been unemployed since April. I have always been happy that he has his part time government employment to fill gaps but full time employment was welcome news. His wife, my daughter-in-law, is still working crazy long hours at the St Louis Hospital with limited staff to fill in their gaps caused by the crisis.

The friends who I have made over these last few years of blogging and volunteering have continued to be a source of strength. From wonderful food creations, to comments on my blog, to navigating the new world of zoom together through several time zones, I thank each of you for your kindness, help, comments and for continued friendship.

Cheesecake a friend recently made and texted this photo to me. I was to determine if it was American quality without tasting. Hummm…yup! You owe me a slice!

Flowers to all my friends and family. Stay safe, stay healthy.

VOTE AMERICA!

Wordless Wednesday

The Cedar Journal October 21, 2020

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Timeless Tuesday

The Cedar Journal October 20, 2020

I am sitting here on this Tuesday and wondering where did the time go this year. When will 2020 end?

Halloween is approaching at break neck speed but it doesn’t feel the same as in years past. I didn’t even carve a cool scary pumpkin this year as the year seemed scary enough.

The days go by slowly and it seems even the canal dredging is inching along.

The canal is getting deeper with this machine. A huge pile of bikes and a moped ended up being fished out during this work.

The things that keep me going are the things that will get us all through the winter.

A nice remote walk in the forest.

A friend who thought of me recently by having her flight attendant friend purchase Libby’s Canned Pumpkin on an overnight in Los Angeles last week. You are just awesome!

A zoom chat with friends and family.

My gardening.

The text message photo I received from my friend who is a KLM flight attendant.

A forest close to where I live. The one place I have never seen other people hiking.

A creative display I made on one of my recent visits to the community garden.

There are hobbies that need my attention this winter too. Mittens and socks to knit, a blanket to finish.

That pile of books I will now have time to read. A book about Tree Rings is at the top of my list, a special gift from the Hubby to his tree hugging partner.